When I realized that I needed to go write my
second river reflection before Wednesday, I thought the idea was too insane to
even consider. After all, with a week full of tests, papers, and presentations,
who has time to go sit by the river anyway? I knew I needed to go, but the idea
of losing even an ounce of efficiency in order to go sit and do nothing made my
head spin. However, today before class I begrudgingly got up and went to sit
and watch the river in a nice spot right by the restaurant the Woodshed. When I
first sat down I found myself constantly thinking about what would need to be
done later today, and I decided I would try to make this time useful by
organizing out my week, while I just “checked the box” of going to the river.
However, as time went by these thoughts of what lie ahead in the week slowly
faded away, as then I could only feel the wind whirl past me and the sun hit my
face. After awhile I just found myself
sitting and thinking about nothing, which was surprisingly relaxing. It is almost
that sitting and observing the river reminded me that there is a world outside
of TCU, and while all the various work, projects, and assignments do matter,
they are not the only thing going on in the world. It seems that while I
originally believed that this time spent by the river would simply be a waste,
as it would not contribute anything to completing the various tasks I had in
front of me, this time actually turned out to be an investment. Specifically, I
believe that the time spent sitting by the river was actually incredibly well
spent, as I now again feel rejuvenated after a much needed break.
Another
observation that I had which I found relevant to the aforementioned discussion
was seeing two elderly people ride their bikes along the path near the bench I
was sitting. Specifically, seeing the amount of fun these people were having
was especially profound to me, as from an outsider’s perspective it seemed as
if they did not have a care in the world.
Watching these people who likely had already lived the majority of their
life, like the river, served to put the world in perspective for me. I had the
thought that no matter what is so pressing in front of you, it will likely be
nothing but a blip in your long life. This is not to say that many things that
are difficult are not important and will have no impact on the rest of your
life, but overall I believe that I tend to stress out over things in the short
term and that every once in awhile I need my outlook on life adjusted to
account for the fact that these issues may not matter as much as I think they
do.

